Say you've got a jackhammer... those stand up cement destroyers that grate your teeth with the decibels of a jet liner passing low and always operated by huge dudes with undulating bellies and butt crack exposing pants..
You've got to get through 20 feet of concrete, steel, and god knows what else – AND – do no damage to the surrounding area – AND – realize that your goal cannot ever be met using the same method and rules that the original success required.
The first and natural access just took time and being alert. You just listened and copied because there was nothing blocking your way. In fact, those around you applauded, rewarded, and cleared your way.
Now, though, there are experiences, perceptions, prejudice, habits, attitudes, insecurities, and doubts that stand like impregnable titanium boulders blocking your path. The jackhammer impotently bounces away causing only frustration and fatigue.
That, mi amigos, describes the acquisition of a language not your own when you've got 60 years plus of cultural myopia.
I am humbled and focused. I am frustrated and faithful. I am just beginning.
Adeline, es tu y me. We'll learn together.
Adeline, es tu y me. We'll learn together.
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